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Update in a Nutshell
Okay... Now that it's been a few weeks since I've had a breakdown, let me reiterate and tell you all in a nutshell: Things are not the way the used to be now that my good friend has passed and things I want to do with other people never happen because they don't go the way I anticipate or would like them to (I dont blame folks). Things looked so much better in my head and it would've been nice if people tagged along. Examples were Collaborative writing/artwork, input of ideas, and so forth. A lot of things have changed and people have decided to keep to themselves and not be of help from my standpoint. And you know what, it's time I did the same. I will not be drawing friends' characters or making gifts anymore. I will not be helping anyone. I'm going to focus on my own characters, writing and content. This is the way it's going to be. So, no negative comments and negativity. You don't like it, dont look or read. Just "walk away" or leave. I control myself, no one else does. The
I AM DONE...
I need to get this out....... and I know now what is going on.... When my friend was alive, she filled me with motivation and glee... Her fanarts would give me purpose and reason for writing stories and drawing a lot... Now that she's gone, that music has fallen silent... I have been struggling to do things... I want to please people, I want to do collabs and do adopts... I want to do many things... That never goes my way... I've been featuring people in stories and figuring out with them what to write and what their feedback is... NOTHING IS WORKING ANYMORE... NOTHING IS LIKE IT USED TO BE.... NOTHING IS HOW I IMAGINE THINGS.... I am fucking done with suffering from multiple burnouts and lack of motivation... I'm fucking done with my desires not being fulfilled... I am fucking done with trying to please people I'm never gonna win over....I'm fucking done trying to earn respect that is never gonna be given to me no matter how hard I work for it... I'm fucking done asking for help
Update
Okay everyone... I have good news and bad news. First off, Merry Christmas everyone. Okay, let's get to business: Good news: I have finished revamping all 50 episodes of Fox and Friends, as well as Zach's backstory. Bad news: I will be taking a great deal of time to update everything onto DA. Expect a lot of notifications, but a better, polished version of the plot.
Xmas Wishlist
Drawings mainly. (ask me for more details) my mains: - Echo and Firework - Zach x Melissa (can be separate characters too) - Amina - Haya and Berc - Ralph - Emma (warthog) - Igor - Cotton
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I don't have a job either. Have you tried volunteer work or seasonal jobs?